從陰陽看共產主義

万物皆起源于“道”。道乃整个宇宙运行之法则。此法则藏无穷变化，但终归还得依着“道”而行。偏了就相当于选错了路，然后那条错路又会跟着“道”而行。

从“道”里又衍生了“阴阳”。阴阳不用多说，在人类的日常生活就看出了它的存在，实例一堆。信手拈来就有“高矮”，“美丑”，“胜负”，“正反” 及等等。从这里就可知万物皆有阴阳的性质。而所谓的灰色地带是在事务的黑与白之间的互相取舍，这并不能否决了阴阳之说。

从阴阳看共产主义。共产主义是一个很好的理想。如果它能成功的实现，那将是人类史上最完美的制度。但是在过去的几十年来，好多的例子已证明了共产主义之不 可行。共产，相当于乌托邦。人民得到的财富都是均等的，在大家都满足的情况下，所谓的社会问题就不存在了，大家都能过得开开心心，欢喜度日。可是阴阳就在 在的否决了共产地实际性。阴阳本生已说明世间无平等的存在，事事都得取与舍，没有所谓免费的午餐。所以，现有的政治制度应该确保平衡于阴阳之间，而非强迫 性逼使人民相信于一种“最后解决方案”。因强逼乃过阳也。

中文部落格

这是我第一次用中文写部落格，感觉真不错。此乃吾初衷也。

对中六华文蠢蠢欲“试”，教科书多年前已经买了。只是没什么时间去读罢了。读是有读，但断断续续，很不好受。但是我有的是时间，所以还可以慢慢来，因不是赖以为生的。

去算了命。说我有文昌星照着，使我信心十足。因那算命的还蛮准的。又说我有艺术细胞，书读不成还能靠创作吃饭，衣食丰足，直到晚年。呵呵，很开心。

这个长假乃好不容易才等到的。我决定要好好的用他。首先算命的目的达到了。之后怎样呢？明天再看看吧！

A Leap in my life!

They assigned me to take charge of a new module which is considered the largest module for this project. This time the module is larger than the first one i handled. Have been going more than 10 rounds of define meeting which lasts for 2 months already. This module is supposed to come out with one scope only but due to the size of the module, we decided to break into 2 specs. One of them user has required us to start coding by next week already. Another one still needs 2 more rounds of review meeting. By then it will be in the early november already.

The whole module should be completed right before April next year. Me & my team members have been wondering whether 3 of us are able to come out with all the screens on time, some more i need to focus on design specs and a lot of documentation stuff and of course, research too to help up the speed of development. My role is very much different from that last time already. My last role was team lead too but at that time i just started to pick up team leading skills, so everything i managed can be considered quite messy.This time i hope i can do much much better than last time.

Alrite, going back soon. The time now is 11.35pm, i am in singapore waiting for my boss to go back. The reason is i am following his car to singapore and so i need to wait for him to go back kulai. Hehe, the funny thing is i have nothing else to do already out there but they still need to wait for other team to finish thier tasks first. I very very much disagree with the way they do this because I will be willing to stay only if I need to complete my things within the certain time limit, but the fact is i am doing nothing out there and they still require me to stay! Some more it is not possible I can help the other team already because what i can do is not much as i need to follow the progression stictly from the beginning of the enhancement!

The correct WAY?

I realised one thing recently. There are so many things that could happen in this world. There are so many challenges we are going to face everyday. Different people may overcome the problems in different wat and that leads to different outcome. If you are too extreme, maybe you get something very very bad back on you and vice versa. I think, in order to bring the critical situation up to one balance point, we must adopt the concept of 'Moderate'. This is not a new concept and it has been used since very very long time ago. In Confucianism, 'moderate' is always mentioned and you can see the role it plays is very significant. How does moderate solve problem? In this case i am going to use some examples because using example is the best way to visualise a concept. One of the major thinking in Chinese culture is 'Yin' and 'Yang', which specifies the important of balance. Nothing can go over the limit or else it brings disaster. For e.g, whenever there is a good there's always a bad, high & low, pretty & ugly. Do you notice that our world is formed by these elements? The concept of 'moderate' is to get ourselves to be positioned in the most 'balance' point. In case we have conflicts with somebody we know,we could use a lot of methods to deal with the problems. Perhaps we shout at him and end up fighting with blood dripping, perhaps we tolerate him and we high the feeling inside which will gradually spoil our soul. If we try to use the 'moderate' way, we could solve the problem by not hurting both parties's feeling. Ok, that's it for now, i will continue next time to talk about more.

Running out of Time

Time management is an important skill. Recently found myself trapped inside a serious trouble, running out of time, just found there are alot of things i need to do but i dun have time to do. Wat happen actually? Do i manage my time well? Do i spend too much time for only one side? I am now looking for an answer. I want to get rid of the freaking feeling asap. Wat the hell has happened? My mood getting worse n worse and my heart pumping faster n faster. Why there are so many things we need to improve and why this society is so competitive out there and there's always not a space for losers to hide. Damn!

Money?

A friend asked me to give him a hand. To buy a notebook. At total it is nearly RM4000. At first i agreed to help him without hesitation but after that i felt something wrong. Where did i get that big amount of money? I asked him to bank in first buy until now he has not done that. I trust him alot so i wish he won't make me losing faith on him. Money could spoil relationship if we don't handle properly. I guess next time i got to list down the requirements clearly so that v can make sure no further arguments later.