星期二, 十月 02, 2012

在老虎銀行的短短歲月


来到老虎银行

以为可以上上网 聊聊天 做做一点工 就过一天

毕竟老虎银行 数十年招牌 管着众人钱 岂能胡乱一番?

岂知 无论在何处 

只要头头争面子 不认输

项目搞砸了 全部人也要陪葬 车子无论是在弯路 岔路 阴阳路 还是要按时走下去

就这样 混乱中下猛药 先为你肚子止痛 交货了你要泄就泄个够吧!

把肛门炸烂也不关我事

好在我队头头 精明能干

早已搞好分内事 全体队员都有安乐茶饭吃

惟 身在同一个项目 没被火烧着 也被烟熏着

所以我 趁烟未笼罩头上

赶紧 溜之大吉 逃之夭夭

往风筝航空躲去了

呵呵呵

新山至佳雞扒 IT ROO Cafe @ Johor Bahru

游新山,有幸光顾此〔至佳鸡扒〕店!该店只有英文店名IT ROO CAFE,无中文店名。
Travelled to JB some time back. Was fortunate to have the chance to try the "Best Chicken Chop in Town" at IT ROO CAFE. 
至棒鸡扒!

此点与文化街近在咫尺。当晚文化街有活动,店内只见人头黑压压,侍者端着盘子杯子账单又进又出的,满场飞。所幸犹能找到空座。
This shop is right at the Cultural Street (Jln Tan Hiok Nee). There were events that night. The shop was crowded. The waiters were busy. Luckily still managed to get some seats. 

蘑菇酱鸡扒!
 鸡扒两种煮法,炸或烤。两种酱,黑胡椒或蘑菇。我只试了蘑菇酱烤鸡扒。
The waiter will ask every customer if you'd like the chicken chop to be fried or to be grilled. And you'll be asked which sauce that you prefer? mushroom sauce or black pepper sauce? I took mushroom sauce grilled chicken chop. 


Mushroom Sauce Grilled Chicken Chop
 赞赞赞!余吃过不少鸡扒,惟这鸡扒的酱汁能令余舌头反复内外卷,不把哪怕一滴酱汁浪费在余唇外。其鸡肉也不像某些店有股异味腥味,反之是鸡肉烤过后的香味!证明其肉新鲜,老板很用心!这才是中华精神!敬业乐业!
So DELICOUS! It's really tasty! I finished up the sauces as if the sauce is soup. To be honest, without the sauce the chicken is just the normal grilled chicken. Yet some shops' chicken chop sometimes is smelly, probably the chicken is not fresh anymore. But right here at IT ROOT CAFE, the chicken meat is nice, no such rotting smell. It's fresh. Thanks to the boss for insisting on providing the best chicken chop for the customers.

下回游新山,余必定再来大快朵颐!
I will definitely revisit this cafe again on the next trip to JB!

星期一, 九月 17, 2012

新紀元與宗教


我讀了新紀元學說

一度以為 會從此告別佛法

事情卻非如此 

我反而 更了解佛法了

那感覺簡直是 如沐涼風 精神抖擻!

新紀元學說 不是新型宗教 

新紀元學說 是一種〔新的詮釋〕

通過 新紀元學說

你會更加了解 自己的信仰

你將是悟者 不再是蠻從者

你會看清

各大宗教的本質 都一樣 沒錯 都一樣!

所謂求同存異 那異 也只是教法不同 教規不同 形式不同 而已

畢竟 有時 文化滲入了教義

畢竟 有時 政治滲入了教義

其實 宗教組織 既是組織 必有政治 免不了

既有宗教組織 以宗教名義 爭權奪利 爭面子 爭人數 免不了

若各宗教信徒能認清 你我他 其實都是一體

拋開外在形式 直搗精神核心 

世界大同 必近在咫尺矣!

星期二, 九月 11, 2012

先賢偉業不能忘


最近,被派駐新客戶處上班。

新客戶之大廈位處吉隆坡市中心,靠近佳美清真寺輕快鐵站。下站后步行兩分鐘就到了。

一天,下站后,剛剛要前往客戶處,赫然看到隔壁大樓寫著四個中文大字 - 光前大廈。英文則寫著WISMA LEE RUBBER。

真是一大發現。沒想到在吉隆坡市中心還能看到李光前公所留下的產業,而且位置實在太好了,一下輕快鐵站就到了。

李光前公曾是世界十大華人富豪,乃另一華人先賢陳嘉庚之乘龍快婿。他所創辦的南益公司歷史悠久,至今仍在營運中。他所成立的李氏基金會幫了不少人 。中共豐他為〔一代風范、萬民楷模〕。他在馬來西亞也曾獲封拿督和丹斯里勛銜。在新加坡則有國立的〔李光前圖書館〕,我曾參觀之,規模大,藏書豐富。當然,他也在中新馬兩地成立了不少中小學,也捐助了不少教育機構,如南洋大學、廈門大學等。也曾擔任新加坡大學的首任校長。

不知怎么,我感覺到現任政府有意逐漸消滅在吉隆坡的華人老產業,以抹殺華裔先賢建設吉隆坡之貢獻之歷史事實。最近就有借欲起輕快鐵而征用蘇丹街土地一事。一旦此街受征用,所有華裔先賢所建起的老店恐怕會遭摧毀,歷史就又被篡改了。

所以,在蘇丹街附近(只隔幾條街),還能看到光前公的大廈,還能看到四個大中文字堂堂正正寫在大廈外頭,實感欣慰也!

星期日, 九月 09, 2012

我們要怎樣的下一代?


我們要怎樣的下一代?

領袖、公司、機構、政府要的都是“順民”。

只要是領袖,都要有隨從,沒有隨從不成領袖。

他們無所不用其極,灌輸我們以所謂的“價值觀”,荼毒我們的小小心靈,使我們不知所謂的有了“原則”,甚至毀了我們當中某些人的一生。

總之,就是要做順民,要效忠、不反抗、不質疑。

“問這么多做什么?我叫你這樣做就這樣做!”

有時,我們覺得某某道理不通,毫無邏輯,再問多一點,這些人就以種種理由不回應問題,有些甚至拂袖而去。

所幸,當今民智開啟,眾人敢于問到底,硬硬說教或閃避問題,已行不通,所說所答要合情合理有邏輯,方能服眾。

人腦無限大,無時無刻能想出種種點子,以致造福人群。我們已耗盡光陰“覺悟”,莫再讓下一代也步入我們后塵。

星期五, 九月 07, 2012

如何圓愿?

一年前幸遇名師,領悟了許多人生道理。

但有時一次過聽了過多,反而混淆了,覺得很多矛盾之處,彼時只覺得更煩更痛苦。

幸好,名師很有耐心,我多番請教他都一一釋疑。

如今我可說已經毫無疑問了!就算你往我心底挖也無從挖出任何一個問號。

就說如何圓愿吧!

首先,你要知道,宇宙有“道”,而“道”是不易的,你要說是自然法則也可以,就像太陽永遠從東方升起一樣。

我們的愿望是不離“道”的。

許愿時,千萬別帶有一絲情緒,比如恐懼感或匱乏感。有些人覺得自己沒錢而一直許愿求財,覺得沒錢而失落是一種情緒,帶著這種情緒許愿,愿望是無法實現的。

我之前也曾有疑惑,若滿足現狀了,何必求呢?原來,關鍵在于“情緒”。

我們有不足之處很正常。但我們莫因此煩躁郁悶,我們應該認清事實,不必有一絲情緒。

認清了自己所要,才來許愿,然后千萬別帶有情緒,之后放下忘掉所許之愿,才能圓愿!


星期三, 八月 29, 2012

How to Improve our life?

This is another very good sharing. Please take note of this seriously.

Question: The purpose of learning all the meditation techniques or the power of now and so on, is to have "miracles" in our life? So that there will always be "sunshine" forever. If there is rain, it will not be "cats and dogs" but just "drizzling" only.

 Answer: Perfect

 ~ Sri Kriyathasa Sekar

All about LIFE

I would like to share with you what is life & how can you keep a good life. The following is a question I raised to my Guru. 


Dear Sekar, 
I am a frequent visitor to fortune tellers. I visited at least 3 fortune tellers in the past. They told me what is my personality and some important life events for myself. So far their "computation" results are quite accurate except for a few items.
At the same time I also listen to your Life Coachings, T-rex sharings on life, some other ppl sharings on life and I did some readings also. 
Last year I have consulted a fortune teller to read my 'Luck' for this year. I jotted down his reading. Recently I read back what I have jotted down. I realized his computation result is rather inconsistent.  
Therefore I have had some "realization". I want to share them. Much appreciate if you can provide your opinion. Thanks. 
The following are my "realization":   
1) Our life is full of all kinds of possibilities.  
2) Without believing in the Divine, our life might end up as described in our Astrology Birth Chart.
3) With the help from Vasthu Sastra or Feng Shui or Number (e.g Visiber) or some other tools, our life could be much better than the life in our Astrology Birth Chart. 
4) If we surrender ourselves fully to the Divine (by following the right practices as taught by 7C or by other spiritual masters) ,  our life will always be better than the life in our Astrology Birth Chart.  
Thank you.


Here's the reply from my Guru


Hi, 
Thank you for asking these questions. 
You are right in your understanding but with one difference, the astrological sign are not wrong if the reading is done by an expert. 
Lets talk about life:
1. Life is all about experiences and going through that learning process. This process has to give the bad experiences, so we will know what to avoid in the future and also the good experiences so we will know what to look forward to. 
2. If you don't do anything, then nothing bad or good will happen to you. This is the same as for the people who say I never seen the rain or sun because I stay in my house always. To them, life is fine, but they don't have any life experiences at all. Life has no meaning or purpose at all. 
3. Astrological charts/reading are like the weather forecast, it is just a guide. We read it or listen to it because we want to know what is ahead of us, not for us to fear  about it but to manage it. 
4. The life coaching that we give you, is to teach you how to manage this and understand this. We teache you to understand what is the purpose of the rain and sun. What are the effects of the rain and the benefits of the sun or vice versa.
That's the teaching we share. So you know how to manage the situation and also to grab the right opportunity for the right purpose. 
5. Accept that this is part of nature and whatever you do, there will always be rain and sun out there always. This is the acceptance and surrender. 
6. The most important thing happens next, your effort. This is where you take your experience, your guides and your understanding of purpose (acceptance and surrender) and combine them all.
This combination is called wisdom. You use this wisdom to be above all this and succeed. Wisdom simply teaches you to get an umbrella when you go out, not always but whenever you know it is appropriate. These are the successful people. Be here. 
I hope I have explained it well. If not we can always discuss this in the sessions. 
Thank you.

星期四, 八月 23, 2012

贊嘆儒學!

我靈修 我學生活哲學

學了一段日子 也領悟了不少東西

再重新了解 佛學 

再重新了解 儒學

發現 大家說的 都是同樣的事

可見 如何詮釋 真的很重要

我讀了辜鴻銘公說儒學

說不出的歡喜 實在太歡喜

儒學是生活智慧啊!

中共怎么能唾棄之 利用之 侮辱之呢?

我們的華小 怎么能不多教些 儒學呢?

星期三, 八月 22, 2012

Yet another 4 year cycle

Time flies. There goes my 4-year again.

4 years back. I was assigned by my company to a local tel-co client. I joined the Enterprise Service Bus team there, where all team members belong to the same company as mine.

I remember i only had 2 days to take over one existing Java Standalone Program, also an "adapter" to the client's back end system. The program owner is a Filipino and he had to fly back to The Philippines two days later. The project phase then was System Integration Test (SIT).

So i spent 2 days with my Filipino colleague for the Knowledge Transfer session. Back then my Java knowledge was not really solid so it was kind of difficult for me. My previous experience was more on web application rather than standalone program. And I had to deal with web services(SOAP/HTML), API (to talk to the back end system), Message Queue and etc. Nowadays i think those stuff are easy but during the first week that I got to learn all these I just felt these were so challenging.

What was my mood back then? I took it easy. I still left office before 8pm. I was telling myself I should not again force myself to work till late nights, like what I did in my first company. One should be willing to work late night that the work result will only be good, that is my realization so far after working for many years.

After my Filipino colleague left, for every SIT issue, the client person in charge would look for me, as i was the successor for the program. They were disappointed that i could not commit to solve every SIT issue within a day. And they sent an email to my boss that they complaint I was not the suitable candidate to take over the program. My boss was kind. He is a very understanding one. He stepped in and helped me to resolve some critical issues. I really wanted to thank him. Till today I still remember his help. I know some people do not really like his working style but that does not affect my gratitude towards him.

Finally the program went live. I enjoyed every moment installing the the prerequisite software for the program to the production server, with root access. I enjoyed deploy the program to the production server with the help from deployment team. I enjoyed working from home for a few days continuously to troubleshoot the production issues of the program. That was really tiring but it was fun as well.

Few weeks later, my company managed to sign a Out Source deal with this client. That means my company will run the client's IT services from infrastructure to every services & systems. That was really a big deal to my company. The deal created a lot of job opportunities. Anyway the contract ended just last month.

So once Out Source deal was signed, my boss moved on to join one of the projects. Subsequently our team changed 3 bosses in one year time. LOL. I remember there was this boss. He has a poker face. He looks a really strict guy. I was kind of worry knowing he was going to be my boss. In fact, he turned up to be quite a good boss to me. He knows how to reject all unnecessary projects. He knows how to prioritize projects for us. I really appreciate his help during his term.

Soon another boss has come to join us. And with his presence our team had turned into Service Oriented Architecture (SOA) team. Actually what changed is just the name of the team and the service methodology.
This boss stayed with us until last month. He is really a good one. All team members really appreciate his guidance. As for myself, i also appreciate much the trust and freedom he has given to me. I can actually conclude that he is the best superior i ever had. His existence is part of the important process of my life, indirectly, but very important.

What interesting is, I have this good friend, an ex-colleague, joined in the same team as me! He started off in another team after the Out Source deal. Then because he was playing with some integration product, due to the nature of work, he finally joined the SOA team. I actually never expected that both of us would end up working in the same team again. He is a special one in my life. He has been introducing a lot of personal improvement stuff to me. He led to to another meditation teacher. I really owe him a lot a lot. I will not mention all the stories here because it will be very lengthy. Ha ha ha.

Few months after SOA team was setup. I became a module lead. I was leading a team working on the java module. Team members came and left. When our company left the client, i had 2 team members left. In the beginning, it was a bit challenging for me to duplicate my experience and knowledge to them because at the same time i was rushing for projects. Fortunately they are very eager to learn about the module. I just needed to spend like 2 or 3 months to coach them and then one of them eventually was taking almost all the works while i just hid behind and provided necessary support to her. I really really appreciate her help in this. She is a good team member.Of course, I have to thank the rest also for their effort. With their help, I managed to get away from getting calls every minute every second. Imagine I once had to entertain calls almost every night or during dinner time. My dinner mate was there to "testify" this. Ha ha.

It was a meaningful 4 years. Not only at job. But in my life as well. I met one senior citizen who actually shared with me a lot of concepts, a lot of knowledge and a lot of interesting stuff. Other than the friend I mentioned earlier, I owe this senior citizen friend a lot a lot too. Of course over the 4 years I managed to get together with all my university mates. We all had crazy memories during our university life. One of them was my daily dinner mate. So in KL, we talked about a lot of craps LOL everyday. We played FIFA in cybercafe and I really enjoyed all the games. We watched a lot of movies and spent much time crap about the movies also.

So, that's my 4 years in KL. It is like dream. What left is only memories. And I forget to mention I almost lost my life 4 years ago in a severe car accident. Just one week before I started my new job. On my trip back to hometown from KL, my car hit the divider of the expressway. Thank divine, thank divine that I managed to survive. Only this year one medium told me that It was the amulet that saved me from the accident. Life is really full of surprise. And now I have come to one crossroad that if I am courageous enough to LIVE MY DREAM.




































星期日, 八月 19, 2012

敬人者人恒敬之 爱人者人恒爱之

我知道 我们之中 有人

满嘴 马来猪 马来猪

马来人 很懒 很笨

马来人这个 马来人那个

然后

天天清晨 受轰炸

每个星期五 大塞车

满嘴  马来人这个 马来人那个

看新闻

回教恐怖分子 四处作乱

政客 关闭卖猪场

嘴里 就换换咒骂对像 回教这个 回教那个

族人中有害群之马

所有罪名由全族人承担

教徒霸占教义 教徒不明教义 教徒不守教义 

所有罪名就由回教承担

要知道

只要是人 都会很轻易的 成为魔鬼的使徒

无论是什么教徒 贪嗔痴一来 魔鬼也如影随形 乘虚而入

披上正统宗教的外衣 行邪魔之道

要知道

郑和 他是清真教徒 他是回教徒 他是穆斯林

爪哇 曾有九大回教圣徒 几乎个个是中国移民 

加布里天使当初 传谕穆圣

到了今天 教义 竟受歪曲至面目全非

到了今天 竟有人自称能代上天诠释教义 执行教规

到了今天 竟有人把整个宗教当作“族人”的资产 当作配套来贩卖

华人回教徒 奉行回教教义 行中华文化 何来冲突 竟需改名换姓不可 竟需放弃传统?

这些魔鬼代言人 心中 已遗失了 神的光 

魔鬼已附身 可怜

然而 若我们继续 谩骂侮辱 人

我们心中 的光 也会渐渐 湮没

魔鬼也来附我们身

敬人者 人恒敬之 爱人者 人恒爱之

愿诸君 坚持不懈的 守着 “仁” 的精神

奉行“仁”的精神 方能 

重新 照亮 乌黑的心 赶走魔鬼

星期一, 八月 06, 2012

莫蹉跎青春

我今天

看到自己手頭上的工作

看到他們手頭上的工作

我突然間看到未來

未來的我 也像今天的他們 一樣

不同的是 他們好像很享受 充滿激情

不同的是 我已心如止水 只有 淡淡淡

這里 或者說 這領域 好像已沒什么東西能激起我的熱誠

這種未來 活脫脫是人間煉獄

我真想趕快逃

有什么東西比埋頭苦干數十年后才后悔更冤枉?

上天 我已夢醒了!

我已拋開當年的憧憬了!

上天 我投降了 

我把一切交給運行著神圣秩序的上天

我任由上天處置

我只希望 能成為一位圓滿的人

內心不再分裂 不再需要逃避

不再下班后才成為我!

我要先 謝謝上天!謝謝守護神!

讓我 能享受工作

星期日, 八月 05, 2012

李宗偉 華裔馬來西亞人

我 衷心希望

李宗偉 能奪得金牌

證明 我們的價值 

證明 這張紅黃藍旗幟 在我們心中 是在世界各地 的身份證

我們 是 華裔馬來西亞人

我們的貢獻 從古至今 良多

我們效勞這里 已久

惟我們的貢獻 常不為極端者所 認可

他們甚至認為 我們與當今之外勞一樣 是寄居者

他們不理會 那些以先賢命名的 路 大廈 花園

寄居者 的第二代 的第三代 還是寄居者

我們的優美母語 富有豐富內涵的母語 這能通往無數經典的工具 在他人眼中 竟是分裂國民之主因

要多一間華小 多一間獨中 難過登天

我們馬來語不流利 腔調不準 就質疑我們的愛國心 

有什么委屈 會比這更委屈!? 最委屈!?

李宗偉 加油!

此刻 國內持不同母語者 都支持你 

此刻 華裔馬來西亞人 的貢獻 都被認可

其實 不管你有沒有贏取 金牌

你的貢獻 你的付出 已是很多很多了

你的貢獻 你的付出 已是太多太多了