伟大的中华民族 - 易经说

易经，相传乃周文王所作，但已不可考。易经是体现中华民族伟大思想的一本书，其文艰辛难懂，所幸春秋战国时期有人为之作解说。我对已经了解不深，因没甚时 间去深入解读，但我以易经为荣。而我也相信这个世界乃由无到有，而有又是阴阳平衡的结合体。易经最令人惊讶的地方在于它在老早以前便发现了二进制的秘密， 多亏于有二进制的发现，而有了今日的电脑。

无到有，有生阴阳，阴阳生两仪，两仪生四象，四象生八卦！

八卦各一角正是已经的二进制啊！

由此可见，这世界是多么的神秘与奇妙啊！

我想更好的掌握易经知识，然后运用在我的日常生活中，我相信它会有帮助的。

浪漫主义

浪漫主义是法国大革命时期的直接产物。它的出现广泛地影响了艺术、政治及文学。今天为何我要谈浪漫主义呢？因为我觉得我的思考模式是跟随浪漫主义的脚步的。你们千万别误会，浪漫主义与浪漫是相关但并不等同。

我有时也不知怎么形容我的思考模式。发现和很多人地沟通出现问题也是在于思考模式。我的思考方式有时有点不合逻辑，这是浪漫主义典型的特征。当大家都尝试用理性思考方式去为各种难题找出方案时，我有点不合时宜的以“理想”方式去找出答案。结果大家可想而知。

浪漫主义为我带来了各种麻烦。因为我的思考模式造成我很容易把大家看得很重的东西忽略了。我的方式对大家来说是不认真及随意的。对事实上的模糊概念鼓励了我和现实世界。

怎么办!怎么办！

Tired Monday

I woke up at 5 something this morning. Argh, damn tired. My eyes could hardly open. I slept on 12 something the night before! I had a regret of did not make myself to get into deep sleep as i got onto the bed, instead i read the historic book i bought a few weeks ago. So now i got to bear the consequence. Cause & Effect!! Hahaha.

I got to send my dad to JB's custom because he needed to go for routine body checkup in Singapore. The appointment was supposed to be at 9am. At around 5.45am i set out from my house. Throughout the journey my eyes were in pain so i was abit nervous that if i did not pay much attention, i could overturn my car. Lukily nothing happened. I reached JB custom safely. However, my eyes had been damn painful for the wholeday. Anyway i managed to pay attention to my work. Argh, really wish could go back and rest early today. Having a good sleep is always important to us!

Furious night

I planned to go earlier tonight. The boss came up to office again after coming back from Singapore. So many years already i have been trying to withstand the inteference. I got stuck in my coding. I really wanted to go crazy. What the hell!!! Why everything started to be not so smooth all of a sudden! ARGH!!! Now is going to be 12 already!

Relax moment

Today is the most relax day so far ever since i got stuck into a 'endless' trap of trying to finish the module's development & bugs fixing. For the past 5 months(Since May) i have been working like a dog and even sacrificed some precious holiday for the sake of trying to catch up the timeline. Yeah i can't deny that this is my responsibility and i do hope boss acknowledged this and award me in the coming year. What i expect is at least 2.5 months bonus. Hahaha is that alot? I don't think so because i always think that i deserve this. The efforts i have put into this project is enormous. I am not trying to be boastful but this is what really happened. The next thing i am going to do after the end of this project is to gain back my normal life. I wish i don't need to burn midnight oil anymore, i wish i can have some time on weekdays for some entertainment or exercise such as Yoga. I always want to learn Yoga, Music and lot's more. I strongly believe that human development shall not be restricted to one or two fields only. We shall expose ourselves to more fields. We shall read more books so that we can know this world better. Anyway, i hope i can now put more efforts on trying to improve my skills regardless of technically or non-technically so that i can help my company to grow faster and of course, i hope management will not take advantage on this and think that our personal time shall be given to computer as well. Let's hope for a better tomorrow.

從陰陽看共產主義

万物皆起源于“道”。道乃整个宇宙运行之法则。此法则藏无穷变化，但终归还得依着“道”而行。偏了就相当于选错了路，然后那条错路又会跟着“道”而行。

从“道”里又衍生了“阴阳”。阴阳不用多说，在人类的日常生活就看出了它的存在，实例一堆。信手拈来就有“高矮”，“美丑”，“胜负”，“正反” 及等等。从这里就可知万物皆有阴阳的性质。而所谓的灰色地带是在事务的黑与白之间的互相取舍，这并不能否决了阴阳之说。

从阴阳看共产主义。共产主义是一个很好的理想。如果它能成功的实现，那将是人类史上最完美的制度。但是在过去的几十年来，好多的例子已证明了共产主义之不 可行。共产，相当于乌托邦。人民得到的财富都是均等的，在大家都满足的情况下，所谓的社会问题就不存在了，大家都能过得开开心心，欢喜度日。可是阴阳就在 在的否决了共产地实际性。阴阳本生已说明世间无平等的存在，事事都得取与舍，没有所谓免费的午餐。所以，现有的政治制度应该确保平衡于阴阳之间，而非强迫 性逼使人民相信于一种“最后解决方案”。因强逼乃过阳也。

中文部落格

这是我第一次用中文写部落格，感觉真不错。此乃吾初衷也。

对中六华文蠢蠢欲“试”，教科书多年前已经买了。只是没什么时间去读罢了。读是有读，但断断续续，很不好受。但是我有的是时间，所以还可以慢慢来，因不是赖以为生的。

去算了命。说我有文昌星照着，使我信心十足。因那算命的还蛮准的。又说我有艺术细胞，书读不成还能靠创作吃饭，衣食丰足，直到晚年。呵呵，很开心。

这个长假乃好不容易才等到的。我决定要好好的用他。首先算命的目的达到了。之后怎样呢？明天再看看吧！

A Leap in my life!

They assigned me to take charge of a new module which is considered the largest module for this project. This time the module is larger than the first one i handled. Have been going more than 10 rounds of define meeting which lasts for 2 months already. This module is supposed to come out with one scope only but due to the size of the module, we decided to break into 2 specs. One of them user has required us to start coding by next week already. Another one still needs 2 more rounds of review meeting. By then it will be in the early november already.

The whole module should be completed right before April next year. Me & my team members have been wondering whether 3 of us are able to come out with all the screens on time, some more i need to focus on design specs and a lot of documentation stuff and of course, research too to help up the speed of development. My role is very much different from that last time already. My last role was team lead too but at that time i just started to pick up team leading skills, so everything i managed can be considered quite messy.This time i hope i can do much much better than last time.

Alrite, going back soon. The time now is 11.35pm, i am in singapore waiting for my boss to go back. The reason is i am following his car to singapore and so i need to wait for him to go back kulai. Hehe, the funny thing is i have nothing else to do already out there but they still need to wait for other team to finish thier tasks first. I very very much disagree with the way they do this because I will be willing to stay only if I need to complete my things within the certain time limit, but the fact is i am doing nothing out there and they still require me to stay! Some more it is not possible I can help the other team already because what i can do is not much as i need to follow the progression stictly from the beginning of the enhancement!

The correct WAY?

I realised one thing recently. There are so many things that could happen in this world. There are so many challenges we are going to face everyday. Different people may overcome the problems in different wat and that leads to different outcome. If you are too extreme, maybe you get something very very bad back on you and vice versa. I think, in order to bring the critical situation up to one balance point, we must adopt the concept of 'Moderate'. This is not a new concept and it has been used since very very long time ago. In Confucianism, 'moderate' is always mentioned and you can see the role it plays is very significant. How does moderate solve problem? In this case i am going to use some examples because using example is the best way to visualise a concept. One of the major thinking in Chinese culture is 'Yin' and 'Yang', which specifies the important of balance. Nothing can go over the limit or else it brings disaster. For e.g, whenever there is a good there's always a bad, high & low, pretty & ugly. Do you notice that our world is formed by these elements? The concept of 'moderate' is to get ourselves to be positioned in the most 'balance' point. In case we have conflicts with somebody we know,we could use a lot of methods to deal with the problems. Perhaps we shout at him and end up fighting with blood dripping, perhaps we tolerate him and we high the feeling inside which will gradually spoil our soul. If we try to use the 'moderate' way, we could solve the problem by not hurting both parties's feeling. Ok, that's it for now, i will continue next time to talk about more.

Running out of Time

Time management is an important skill. Recently found myself trapped inside a serious trouble, running out of time, just found there are alot of things i need to do but i dun have time to do. Wat happen actually? Do i manage my time well? Do i spend too much time for only one side? I am now looking for an answer. I want to get rid of the freaking feeling asap. Wat the hell has happened? My mood getting worse n worse and my heart pumping faster n faster. Why there are so many things we need to improve and why this society is so competitive out there and there's always not a space for losers to hide. Damn!

Money?

A friend asked me to give him a hand. To buy a notebook. At total it is nearly RM4000. At first i agreed to help him without hesitation but after that i felt something wrong. Where did i get that big amount of money? I asked him to bank in first buy until now he has not done that. I trust him alot so i wish he won't make me losing faith on him. Money could spoil relationship if we don't handle properly. I guess next time i got to list down the requirements clearly so that v can make sure no further arguments later.

Sifu is leaving

So there goes my master, senior colleague Mr Lim. Here i would like to thank him for guiding me a lot in technical stuff as well as the non-technical one. He like to share his own personal life with me and i have really gained a lot from his stories. In the past i have never been so serious in whatever things i am doing(even for exam) but now, i realize that maybe it's time for me to change. Look at people around us, not everyone of them is always lucky. If you yourself are lucky then you must learn to appreciate, if you found yourself useless then you must make yourself useful. We must always try to improve ourselves in terms of everything, skills, relationships and so on. Try not to turn everyone into your enemy but to make everyone of them your friend.

A good start for my Chinese New Year

Wow, it's totally out of my expectation. What i am saying is, 2 days ago we(me, 2 colleagues from melaka awa boss) went to Singapore for a user requirement's gathering session. The session was done successfully but i found my existence over there was rather meaningless since i had been listening to what they said only all the way. We came back to Kulai at around 6 sumtin and reached there at around 7. Bosses asked us to have a company all staff meeting and we were asked not to bring anything inside. At first our managing director was telling somtin' regarding to our company's business for year 2004. After that our sales director announced that company's gonna give us some award. The managing director then gave us 2 Chinese oranges and an envelope. I opened up the letter and wow, a great increase for my current salary man. It's more than 15 % but less than 25%. Anyway, it's a great great gift for me oledi as i never ever expect i could have my second time salary increment within one year. It's a good start for my Chinese New Year man. Later all of us went for company dinner at a famous restaurant in Kulai. i felt so good! However, there's sum sad point that my senior, Mr Lim is going to leave the company right after Chinese New Year. That means i will definitely have some difficult periods after Chinese new year becuz a new project is going to start then. Here i would like to thank my senior for helping me a lot in a lot of technical thing awa non-technical thing. He's a good leader and i am glad i was once guided by him. I learned a lot of things from him indeed. Thank you Mr. Lim.