浪漫主义是法国大革命时期的直接产物。它的出现广泛地影响了艺术、政治及文学。今天为何我要谈浪漫主义呢？因为我觉得我的思考模式是跟随浪漫主义的脚步的。你们千万别误会，浪漫主义与浪漫是相关但并不等同。
我有时也不知怎么形容我的思考模式。发现和很多人地沟通出现问题也是在于思考模式。我的思考方式有时有点不合逻辑，这是浪漫主义典型的特征。当大家都尝试用理性思考方式去为各种难题找出方案时，我有点不合时宜的以“理想”方式去找出答案。结果大家可想而知。
浪漫主义为我带来了各种麻烦。因为我的思考模式造成我很容易把大家看得很重的东西忽略了。我的方式对大家来说是不认真及随意的。对事实上的模糊概念鼓励了我和现实世界。
怎么办!怎么办！
星期一, 十一月 27, 2006
Tired Monday
I woke up at 5 something this morning. Argh, damn tired. My eyes could hardly open. I slept on 12 something the night before! I had a regret of did not make myself to get into deep sleep as i got onto the bed, instead i read the historic book i bought a few weeks ago. So now i got to bear the consequence. Cause & Effect!! Hahaha.
I got to send my dad to JB's custom because he needed to go for routine body checkup in Singapore. The appointment was supposed to be at 9am. At around 5.45am i set out from my house. Throughout the journey my eyes were in pain so i was abit nervous that if i did not pay much attention, i could overturn my car. Lukily nothing happened. I reached JB custom safely. However, my eyes had been damn painful for the wholeday. Anyway i managed to pay attention to my work. Argh, really wish could go back and rest early today. Having a good sleep is always important to us!
I got to send my dad to JB's custom because he needed to go for routine body checkup in Singapore. The appointment was supposed to be at 9am. At around 5.45am i set out from my house. Throughout the journey my eyes were in pain so i was abit nervous that if i did not pay much attention, i could overturn my car. Lukily nothing happened. I reached JB custom safely. However, my eyes had been damn painful for the wholeday. Anyway i managed to pay attention to my work. Argh, really wish could go back and rest early today. Having a good sleep is always important to us!
星期一, 十一月 13, 2006
Furious night
I planned to go earlier tonight. The boss came up to office again after coming back from Singapore. So many years already i have been trying to withstand the inteference. I got stuck in my coding. I really wanted to go crazy. What the hell!!! Why everything started to be not so smooth all of a sudden! ARGH!!! Now is going to be 12 already!
星期四, 十一月 09, 2006
Relax moment
Today is the most relax day so far ever since i got stuck into a 'endless' trap of trying to finish the module's development & bugs fixing. For the past 5 months(Since May) i have been working like a dog and even sacrificed some precious holiday for the sake of trying to catch up the timeline. Yeah i can't deny that this is my responsibility and i do hope boss acknowledged this and award me in the coming year. What i expect is at least 2.5 months bonus. Hahaha is that alot? I don't think so because i always think that i deserve this. The efforts i have put into this project is enormous. I am not trying to be boastful but this is what really happened. The next thing i am going to do after the end of this project is to gain back my normal life. I wish i don't need to burn midnight oil anymore, i wish i can have some time on weekdays for some entertainment or exercise such as Yoga. I always want to learn Yoga, Music and lot's more. I strongly believe that human development shall not be restricted to one or two fields only. We shall expose ourselves to more fields. We shall read more books so that we can know this world better. Anyway, i hope i can now put more efforts on trying to improve my skills regardless of technically or non-technically so that i can help my company to grow faster and of course, i hope management will not take advantage on this and think that our personal time shall be given to computer as well. Let's hope for a better tomorrow.
星期三, 十月 25, 2006
從陰陽看共產主義
万物皆起源于“道”。道乃整个宇宙运行之法则。此法则藏无穷变化，但终归还得依着“道”而行。偏了就相当于选错了路，然后那条错路又会跟着“道”而行。
从“道”里又衍生了“阴阳”。阴阳不用多说，在人类的日常生活就看出了它的存在，实例一堆。信手拈来就有“高矮”，“美丑”，“胜负”，“正反” 及等等。从这里就可知万物皆有阴阳的性质。而所谓的灰色地带是在事务的黑与白之间的互相取舍，这并不能否决了阴阳之说。
从阴阳看共产主义。共产主义是一个很好的理想。如果它能成功的实现，那将是人类史上最完美的制度。但是在过去的几十年来，好多的例子已证明了共产主义之不 可行。共产，相当于乌托邦。人民得到的财富都是均等的，在大家都满足的情况下，所谓的社会问题就不存在了，大家都能过得开开心心，欢喜度日。可是阴阳就在 在的否决了共产地实际性。阴阳本生已说明世间无平等的存在，事事都得取与舍，没有所谓免费的午餐。所以，现有的政治制度应该确保平衡于阴阳之间，而非强迫 性逼使人民相信于一种“最后解决方案”。因强逼乃过阳也。
从“道”里又衍生了“阴阳”。阴阳不用多说，在人类的日常生活就看出了它的存在，实例一堆。信手拈来就有“高矮”，“美丑”，“胜负”，“正反” 及等等。从这里就可知万物皆有阴阳的性质。而所谓的灰色地带是在事务的黑与白之间的互相取舍，这并不能否决了阴阳之说。
从阴阳看共产主义。共产主义是一个很好的理想。如果它能成功的实现，那将是人类史上最完美的制度。但是在过去的几十年来，好多的例子已证明了共产主义之不 可行。共产，相当于乌托邦。人民得到的财富都是均等的，在大家都满足的情况下，所谓的社会问题就不存在了，大家都能过得开开心心，欢喜度日。可是阴阳就在 在的否决了共产地实际性。阴阳本生已说明世间无平等的存在，事事都得取与舍，没有所谓免费的午餐。所以，现有的政治制度应该确保平衡于阴阳之间，而非强迫 性逼使人民相信于一种“最后解决方案”。因强逼乃过阳也。
星期三, 十月 12, 2005
A Leap in my life!
They assigned me to take charge of a new module which is considered the largest module for this project. This time the module is larger than the first one i handled. Have been going more than 10 rounds of define meeting which lasts for 2 months already. This module is supposed to come out with one scope only but due to the size of the module, we decided to break into 2 specs. One of them user has required us to start coding by next week already. Another one still needs 2 more rounds of review meeting. By then it will be in the early november already.
The whole module should be completed right before April next year. Me & my team members have been wondering whether 3 of us are able to come out with all the screens on time, some more i need to focus on design specs and a lot of documentation stuff and of course, research too to help up the speed of development. My role is very much different from that last time already. My last role was team lead too but at that time i just started to pick up team leading skills, so everything i managed can be considered quite messy.This time i hope i can do much much better than last time.
Alrite, going back soon. The time now is 11.35pm, i am in singapore waiting for my boss to go back. The reason is i am following his car to singapore and so i need to wait for him to go back kulai. Hehe, the funny thing is i have nothing else to do already out there but they still need to wait for other team to finish thier tasks first. I very very much disagree with the way they do this because I will be willing to stay only if I need to complete my things within the certain time limit, but the fact is i am doing nothing out there and they still require me to stay! Some more it is not possible I can help the other team already because what i can do is not much as i need to follow the progression stictly from the beginning of the enhancement!
The whole module should be completed right before April next year. Me & my team members have been wondering whether 3 of us are able to come out with all the screens on time, some more i need to focus on design specs and a lot of documentation stuff and of course, research too to help up the speed of development. My role is very much different from that last time already. My last role was team lead too but at that time i just started to pick up team leading skills, so everything i managed can be considered quite messy.This time i hope i can do much much better than last time.
Alrite, going back soon. The time now is 11.35pm, i am in singapore waiting for my boss to go back. The reason is i am following his car to singapore and so i need to wait for him to go back kulai. Hehe, the funny thing is i have nothing else to do already out there but they still need to wait for other team to finish thier tasks first. I very very much disagree with the way they do this because I will be willing to stay only if I need to complete my things within the certain time limit, but the fact is i am doing nothing out there and they still require me to stay! Some more it is not possible I can help the other team already because what i can do is not much as i need to follow the progression stictly from the beginning of the enhancement!
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