喜迎元旦, Happy New Year!

2008元旦至。回顾2007年，悲多于喜，确是不堪回首。

1）事业-停滞不前、碰到瓶颈。
2）爱情-平平淡淡、冷战频频。
3）友情-三五知己、冷冷清清。
4）亲情-父亲仙逝、面具卸去。
5）钱财-基金不俗、股市丰收。
6）休闲-毕览好戏、柬蒲赛游。
7）健康-睡眠不足、病痛频仍。

为新的一年许下新的愿望。

1）事业-自行创业、转大机构、壮大基金、遍寻良机。
2）爱情-加额时间、加倍关怀、增添元素、双游天下。
3）友情-广结善缘、慎选活动、慷慨解囊、笑口常开。
4）亲情-倍孝家慈、熏陶家妹。
5）钱财-善理基金、股市续旺。
6）休闲-毕阅好书、毕览好戏、毕听好乐、美国之旅？中国之旅？。
7）健康-睡眠充足、大病必除、定期运动、避免破食。
8）学业-升阳证书、会计课程、财经硕士、风水处成、乐理初读。

进行中：
1）大病必除

Looking back to year 2007, it is a kind of disastrous year for me...

My career remains stagnant. It seems like i can't grow further. I am afraid of this feeling. I had been looking for the reason and found out that my personality is the one that actually restricts myself a lot. Hence I wish could have a total change of environment so that i could start everything new! I resigned. However i was persuaded by my technical director to give myself a chance again at Melaka branch. Now, i am at Melaka branch. I don't feel happier. Even tough it is much more relax than the previous office. Most probably, is due to there are still people i know is here... i have been trying to turn myself another person. However, the tight deadline has once again put me into a bad situation. I ask myself, do i still want to continue this kind of tension life? Take over my dad's business? As a full time freelancer? Join any MNC in the Klang Valley area? I have a dream, that is to be sent to oversea for training. I believe if i weren't to join the current company last time, i would have already been going oversea either for mission or for training for a few times already. I expect the coming job suits my personality, which is patient and less-communicative. I hope my career will be more towards R&D.

On a full 'Yin' day, my dad had passed away. What could be worst than this? Sadly,during the course of seven '7' week, i did not dream of him at all. My sister dreamed of him during his first '7' week. He was in a wonderland, bringing us the whole family to play around. He was happy according to my sister, he in the end hid inside a leave. What does that mean? I hope the answer is positive. I really really hope dad is there. Whoever out there, can YOU give me the answer?
I couldn't forget the moment. My teardrops could not stop falling while i was cleaning his body. Everything is so stiff, and so cold, blood still in his mouth. Dad, i know you did not want to leave, yet the thing turned out this way. What could me, as a son, as a human, do? Sorry for not always being obedient to you, i actually do remember your advises. They are the treasures that you passed to me. They are priceless.

The funds i bought continue to generate good number of income for me. Of course, it shall not be counted as i did not actually sell them. The achievement i am proud of is, i have helped one of my customers to achieve a 30%++ growth in exactly one year time. When he sold the fund, i could feel his excitement! I was so happy for him too! Imagine, let's say one year ago you invested 10k, right now you will get 13k! Don't you get excited? In the coming years, i expect i will invest in more funds, i wish i will choose the right one every time! Same goes for stock market! I am holding a few, i plan to sell one of them which is less stable in the coming future. The rest of the stocks remain lucrative. Loving them...!

I started to lose my health since few years ago. I think that was due to insufficient rest. There are a few sicknesses keep haunting me. There are 3 major ones. I am now trying to get them cured one by one in the coming year. I could not afford to risk my health anymore. My mom and sister need me!

I was thinking about to join US Summer Camp in year 2008. Right now my dad has passed away, do i still need to persist my dream? In fact, i was in the progress of finding suitable camp to join! Now, bad events had passed, shall i be selfish to get away from my family for 3-6 months? They are worried i could not live well over there...

MBA in Finance, shall i continue to pursue this? I really hope to gain more financial knowledge by taking a master. However, one of my friends suggested me to take ACCA instead. How funny? I am considering this option anyway. MBA, the university that offers this course is quite near to the place i stay. However the price is expensive. I would rather take a foreign U one. The best is to go oversea to study! I think i will start looking for scholarship. Again, shall i just leave my mom and sis like that? i guess the answer is, no way! Perhaps i will consider taking a distant leaning MBA programme.

SCJP, oh my god. It's already 2008. I think my ticket is going to expire soon. I really got to move forward asap!

吸引力法则与道之初探讨

吸引力法则(LAW OF ATTRACTION)与道之间有些什么关系？

难道，它与"引力法则"(LAW OF GRAVITY)一样，是“道”之一？

由“心”而发，以“心”为世间一切之本。

你今日所得到的，都是你在某个时刻发射的讯息的回应！

与儒家“天人合一”之说似乎有相似之处！

与“唯心论”又有关系吗？

王阳明的“格物致知”能在此找到立足点吗？

净空法师最近亦有此类似说词。

未经科学证实的东西，将快被确认了吗？

我，只是纠缠于冰山一角。真理之路，长得很呢。

不寻常的现象

昔佳末除了去年迎来大水灾之外，往年在年尾的雨季都平安无事，现在看来大水灾又要重临了，很不寻常啊！以后的日子该怎么过！

何况，全球都有这样不寻常地现象发生。

天是在开始惩罚人类了吗？

净空法师说，世间灾难皆源自人心所念。

一个人生气，那个力量是足以造成地球负能量的发作的。

这可以以水内晶体会随人情绪所影响为证。

人类何时才能停止一切的恶念呢? 何时才能放开胸襟，宽宏无量呢？

我们要有答案了吗？

父亲，就这样走了

就这样。。。走了。

留下的，只是子女们未克献尽孝心的痛苦。

每个星期六，当我还在回家的路途中，父亲往往是第一个致电过来的。

每一次，我都觉得不耐烦，觉得自己会没事安全到家的。可是，我忘了父亲他其实是在关心着我的，这是他给我的无形的爱。

我与父亲向来缺乏沟通，最近几年稍有起色唯亦不足。多的是他的万般叮咛，“早睡、早起”。

他离去之前，我都没好好的遵循他的话。

如今，人都没了，我心悲痛。尤其是替父亲尸身梳洗的那一刻，接触的是冰冷的肌肤！梳洗当儿血还从口流出！他全身发黄，双手五指往内紧收！父亲，我知你不愿就此离去，孩儿实在心如刀割，因无法扭转眼前的残酷事实！孩儿只能可望上天恩赐奇迹啊！而奇迹，又往往是非常的遥远！

前一晚，我在匆忙的归途中，心里还以为只是小事一桩，送院后经过调理该无大碍，怎知竟是与父亲永别之时！

家里血迹斑斑，那味道闻之欲呕！我保持镇静与母亲尽快的处理血迹。不久医院电话急响，心里不祥之感涌现，急忙压下不作他想。电话中，护士催促我们尽快回到医院，医生有重大事情欲与我们讨论。此时已是凌晨一时多，重阳日已过，接下来的卦乃全阴之卦！我父乃注定丧命于今日？

“没办法了，没办法了”，这样的答案从医生口中出来，真让人绝望！我拼命的联络各地医院，无奈各方借故推搪。好不容易有一位医生肯收我父亲，天大喜讯啊！可是，天，您为何不给父亲多几个小时？？？为何偏在此时夺走了他的性命？？？

看着血不停的从父亲鼻中喷出，我感到绝望、无助、茫然。。。

医生拉上了布与护士作最后的抢救，我与母亲之能期待阿弥陀佛之力搭救父亲。我闭上了眼睛，念着阿弥陀佛，千丝万缕涌上心头。。。

临时抱佛脚。。。

在那一个全阴卦的星期六的凌晨三时许，母亲抱着父亲的尸身痛哭。。。而我亦在父亲耳边作最后的呼唤。

他，不会醒来了。父子缘尽今世。

新环境，新体验，新心情

道，是怎么样的？

新环境，带来了一些的不确定的元素。

虽然，个个都是熟悉的面孔，然而毕竟前车可鉴，吾杯弓蛇影，最惧不知此蛇乃蛇乎?!

项目，不可能的任务，然而为了明年的打算，苦咬牙关，即使举步维艰仍得踏刃而走。

家里，需费时适应，培养新习惯，还不知可行否。

明年将至，吾仍在混沌矣！创业？国际公司？硕士？资讯工艺？财经？

我仍在努力弄清一切，战战兢兢的拨开一切云雾，寻找埋没在黑暗中地平坦道路。

易经小心得

看了一篇有关易经的文章，值得在此与大家分享：

王先生说，在中国不少的古籍文献中，都有太一是万物始母的记载。这也就是说，古人认为物种起源于太一，他的书稿从多方考证，发现了太一在现当代的相关物质名称。太一就是氢元素。发生宇宙大爆炸的太一，是具有极大能量的重氢，在易学界称其为太极。

　　那么，在落后的商周之际，古代的人怎么可能知晓这些高深的大难题的呢？王先生讲，这是因为易经的认识方法，大不同于现代人由实践到认识，由感性认识到理性认识的路线，而是运用的一种可以称其为象思维的方法。宋代大理学家朱熹曾讲过，孔子以后，象法失传，遂使后人对易经的研读陷入困境。由此可见，象法对研读易经是个至关重要的问题。

　　王先生指出，生象之法就在易经之中。例如咸卦，山泽通气，实乃无心之感应也。艮卦，重山环抱，应当无为以静而生象等。他把易经生象之法，概括为八个字：玩占观象，赏辞修德。占筮，在易经中，只是可玩而不可当真的事情，且目的不在论吉凶。玩占的真正价值，只在于它是生象的重要途径之一。因此，王先生重申：易经的实质，不在占筮，不是迷信。

易经研读班 - 首堂课

盼了好久,终于等到上易经课的机会了！

老师好会搞笑,是有点神经质,但他教书生动,善举例加以解说,不错!

第一课很不简单,老师讲解"易传"其中一篇.字数不多,但因乃文言文,所以解释到来几乎花了整堂课的时间!

主要是说伏羲如何创造八卦及其基本理论等等。

我上得兴致勃勃，没想到能亲历期待已久的一天。难道这就是“吸引力法则”的作用？

没想到古来这小地方还能上到这么有素质的课程！老师说他两年来都专著研究在易经，每天从早研究直至凌晨，日日如此，吾真敬佩！

终于上完了课，很满足！老师用多了时间，结果在夜间班主任催促之下教完了第一堂。