星期一, 十二月 04, 2006

Another OT night

Have been working OT for many days already. When can this stop? Actually i don't mind working late if i could spend time learning something which can help improve myself. However i often found too many things for me to learn. I don't want to be specific in any single field. I want to be as "all-rounder" as possible. Hehe. It's ok. What i got to do now is to finish my task as soon as possible. I really hope my next task won't get me into time-constraint problem which results me to spend my own time just to figure out the best solutions for my company's customers. Argh, if you want to talk about professionalism, completing your task properly and fulfiling customer's needs always come first! They don't really give a damn on how much efforts you have spent. They only want to control control control the budget! What they want to see is result! Good result some more. I will tolerate for a few more months and i believe it won't take me long to get myself to the right track again. I want to improve in every sense. That's my goal. I must get myself improved all the time so that i will ensure that all these while i am not wasting my time. I am getting 25 years old next May i could not afford wasting time this way! I have to achieve some kind of level of knowledge or wisdom!

星期四, 十一月 30, 2006

世纪开源篇 - 历经光阴的幻想,脑里萦绕的世界

这里有三大无上届,神界,魔界,及宇宙三百六十界。

宇宙王。宇宙王是宇宙三百六十界的至高无上统治者。

有说, 欲入神界,武功必强至能进入缓冲届,再在那儿历经能量撕裂的磨练,直至神界缺口大开,方能进入。至今宇宙三百六十界唯有无敌尊者孙悟空成功办到。在此请别 误会,此孙悟空非齐天大圣孙悟空也。此孙悟空乃抗天龙宇宙王的无敌义军之最高统治者也。此子天生聪明,洞察能力超强,百战百胜,一身无敌神功冠绝寰宇,作 战部署又非常之巧妙,为人有仁者心态,之所谓仁者无敌。

待续。。。

伟大的中华民族 - 易经说

易经,相传乃周文王所作,但已不可考。易经是体现中华民族伟大思想的一本书,其文艰辛难懂,所幸春秋战国时期有人为之作解说。我对已经了解不深,因没甚时 间去深入解读,但我以易经为荣。而我也相信这个世界乃由无到有,而有又是阴阳平衡的结合体。易经最令人惊讶的地方在于它在老早以前便发现了二进制的秘密, 多亏于有二进制的发现,而有了今日的电脑。

无到有,有生阴阳,阴阳生两仪,两仪生四象,四象生八卦!

八卦各一角正是已经的二进制啊!

由此可见,这世界是多么的神秘与奇妙啊!

我想更好的掌握易经知识,然后运用在我的日常生活中,我相信它会有帮助的。

星期一, 十一月 27, 2006

浪漫主义

浪漫主义是法国大革命时期的直接产物。它的出现广泛地影响了艺术、政治及文学。今天为何我要谈浪漫主义呢?因为我觉得我的思考模式是跟随浪漫主义的脚步的。你们千万别误会,浪漫主义与浪漫是相关但并不等同。

我有时也不知怎么形容我的思考模式。发现和很多人地沟通出现问题也是在于思考模式。我的思考方式有时有点不合逻辑,这是浪漫主义典型的特征。当大家都尝试用理性思考方式去为各种难题找出方案时,我有点不合时宜的以“理想”方式去找出答案。结果大家可想而知。

浪漫主义为我带来了各种麻烦。因为我的思考模式造成我很容易把大家看得很重的东西忽略了。我的方式对大家来说是不认真及随意的。对事实上的模糊概念鼓励了我和现实世界。

怎么办!怎么办!

Tired Monday

I woke up at 5 something this morning. Argh, damn tired. My eyes could hardly open. I slept on 12 something the night before! I had a regret of did not make myself to get into deep sleep as i got onto the bed, instead i read the historic book i bought a few weeks ago. So now i got to bear the consequence. Cause & Effect!! Hahaha.

I got to send my dad to JB's custom because he needed to go for routine body checkup in Singapore. The appointment was supposed to be at 9am. At around 5.45am i set out from my house. Throughout the journey my eyes were in pain so i was abit nervous that if i did not pay much attention, i could overturn my car. Lukily nothing happened. I reached JB custom safely. However, my eyes had been damn painful for the wholeday. Anyway i managed to pay attention to my work. Argh, really wish could go back and rest early today. Having a good sleep is always important to us!

星期一, 十一月 13, 2006

Furious night

I planned to go earlier tonight. The boss came up to office again after coming back from Singapore. So many years already i have been trying to withstand the inteference. I got stuck in my coding. I really wanted to go crazy. What the hell!!! Why everything started to be not so smooth all of a sudden! ARGH!!! Now is going to be 12 already!